Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Growing up fast

I can't express in words how much I am thoroughly enjoying watching my middle and little children grow up. For the last 6 years I have spent my life either pregnant or nursing. I'm in a new season now. Watching more. Smiling bigger. Giggling a bunch. Reflecting. Yearning at times for another precious babe. Content however with the three I have. Wishing I could stop time, but enjoying the freedoms, twists and joys of each new season.
George has started preschool this year and the experience has changed him. It's given him a new confidence . An "I'm important" confidence. He wears his book bag proudly, fiddles through his take home papers as if they were "bills," talking to himself about each one. Demands that he wear socks, because after all, that is what grownups do. Or so he tells me. I think he had started contemplating coming out from under Joshys wing, but is only now discovering how to do that. I LOVE watching it. And so because George has started preschool 3 mornings a week, that leaves just me and Riley. I love her in a new way now. She is my sidekick. She talks constantly, practicing all of the new words she's learned in correct context. "Oh dear mommy, what is that?" or my favorite "Goodnight, I love you too mommy." The most frequent question "Where Dosh, Dorge and Daddy go?" She likes to do everything and anything that I do. What a gift and yet a huge responsibility that I've not experienced with the others. My mommy stuff was and is that to the boys..mommy stuff. Now with Ri, she listens more to how I talk with friends or watches how I interact with Jamie and non-stop asks questions about what I'm doing. It's great. Everyone is growing up so fast. I'm getting glimpses of the thousands of times I've heard enjoy them, it goes by quickly. Man, it does. I'm reminded to slow down and not take these fast paced moments for granted.

Here are a few recent pics of Georgy starting preschool and Riley down at the water. Words cant express how much I adore these two. Pictures capture why I do.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Just Me

Jamie and the boys planned a trip to Virginia this weekend to visit a dear friend. It occurred to me that never before have Riley and I spent 24 hours alone together. It has been so relaxing and fun. Lots of time spent quiet, reading books, shopping (super easy with just 1 kid), and hanging out. It is amazing to watch and discover her apart from her brothers. She doesn't know life without them, misses them tremendously when they are gone, but hopefully enjoys her time with just me. I know I have.